Subconscious lies

Extraordinary feelings build from deep within the stomach.

They plant inside your heart and mind.

They never leave.

Extraordinary feelings alter your view on life.

They change you for the better.

They never leave.

Extraordinary feelings create a new optimistic world.

They are wondrous and satisfying.

They never leave.

But truth be told, some day they do leave.

And they leave you wondering;

I thought they were never gonna leave.

Well,

You're just really good at lying to yourself.

Empty with no reason

Most times I think I have problem that doesn't really exist, but I know it's there... Lurking through every painful thought and memory that my brain contains. Most times I do all that I can to make myself better, but I never see a change, just full effort and zero resolution. Most times I cry even when I have no true reason to cry because it looks a lot easier than laughing. Most times I look at myself in the mirror and wonder who I've become and shamefully look away with disappointment in myself. Most times I just lay in bed and constantly think because I hate people and I'd rather keep away alone. Most times I wish I wasn't alone but everyone and everything makes no difference in my mood. Most times I wonder why I have to be this way, but then again, my past has fucked me sideways.

Some can call me crazy. But I prefer intuitive.

I only know what I feel, and what I feel is something that others may frown upon, but there's not much I can really do..

I'm just a sad person.



A really sad person.

Found in the unwanted

Sometimes we forget why we wanted what we got, and then we realize we don't want it anymore.

Oh how strong I feel

And I'm going to call this my rite of passage. You're absence is the start of a new and beautiful life. So thank you. I appreciate your absence. It helped me to learn that my life was not meant to wait on you.

I don't need you.

Meaningless words

I wish I could tell you everything that I wanted to tell you. But you're not around anymore.

I'm sorry. Write soon.

I am unsure of every loving moment

I ask of you one thing, and only will I ask you of this once:

Did you really love me? Because I forgot how to believe the truth.

We are only mortal

The world is cold, and soon it's going to freeze over from all the horrible things that we allow to happen.

We need to do something. It's time to make a difference.

Goodbyes are hard, but only for a little while

We are never going to understand why people care for us one day, and then decide to not care the next. Their thought process is not in our hands, and we have absolutely no way in controlling it. So let them know that they have hurt you and that they have deceived you, and let those be the last words you say to them because closure is good sometimes. It allows you to accept what is no longer.

If they have the will power to throw away something great, then that's just a damn shame for them.

Be the stronger one.

Be the first to walk away.

Unknown answers

When your mind is confused, and your heart doesn't know what it wants, look up.

The world is waiting

Acceptance is key. You are never going to be able to move on unless you learn to accept that what it is, is. The past is never going to change and the future is never going to work out in your favor. Allowing yourself to accept what is teaches you how to see the world from a different perspective.

So accept it. Move on. And show the world how beautiful you are.